20060120

suddenly i realised all the heartbreak i felt then? how stupid of me. sometimes i wonder if i will keep making the same mistake again and again. it hurt all over again when i remember. i've got enough of it. please go away.

i admitted to marie that im her angel anyway. SHE IS SO DAMN CUTE haha. and i found out something super suprising. my mortal (marie) is michael chee's cousin. omg la. so totally kan bu chu can. i wish they weren't cousins. and michael chee's sister is that marianne who was in the councillor voting thingy last year. why is the world so small. of all people its MY MORTAL. SO DAMN SAD CAN.

im like ten times guai-er than last year. i finish all my homework even though its 12 o clock when i sleep at night. im suprised at my own attitude now :D haha. am i being ego? lol but its true can. oh and i stayed back till super late today to do the noticeboard deco. so proud of me and my friends. the deco is so nice can. we put in alot of effort and btw its only us a few pathetic number of people compared to wednesday and i daresay we did much more.

heard those people on wednesday were like "oh i'm staying back to do i did my part" but actually its just slacking and stoning. GOD THESE PEOPLE ARE SO DAMN.. ah nevermind. i dont understand why we keep getting all those lectures and scoldings from ms ong and ms koh. maybe we ARE that bad afterall. whatever.

there's iceskating tmr! *smile smile smile* im so happy. thats the only nice thing on saturday now. sarah got transferred to chuyi's class in LP already. (justin, qiyang, watson and simin that class) and i shall never be able to. i hate my school. there's many bad points to be in nanyang. including the fact that its IP and the way of teaching is actually LOUSY LIKE SHIT plus i dont get to be with chuyi and sarah in LP. students absorb NOTHING in school.

i cant wait for chinese new year! oh and btw me and jingqin had a rare talk the other day cos he called me(: happy happy. long time didnt talk to him. he's still complaining about his class. LOL. i still miss primary school and my beloved friends. i want 6a back.

i haven't practise my cello for tmr's lesson. die again. i need AURAL. ICESKATING ROCKS LIKE SHIT AND EVERYONE SHOULD SKATE haha. ohgod. im going to watch tv TATA EVERYBODY!